Kinda Sad

I know it's exciting to watch your kids grow up, that's a no-brainer. But it is also oh-so-sad all at the same time. Caylee has went from a cuddly infant to a babbling, playing baby and all I did was blink. She went from happy to just be standing in your lap looking into your face to let me go and let me play on the floor. Even Tricia noticed it this week. I love watching her grow, learn, and experience but selfishly I want to hold on just a little longer to the little girl who just wanted to be held. So I sit here and blab about it, knowing full well I can't change it and truly would never want to. But I also sit here with a 5 year old just in the next room who is growing just as fast and know she'll be there before I know it. I may be a little sad this week but I'm also filled with joy because of my happy and healthy children. So I'm going to hold her tight when she's sleeping and soak up every little baby moment I can.